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Today, not so happy.  Hubby says I should be very proud of myself.  I hooked my bodybugg up and input all my food, and I uploaded my calories burned.  I also updated my weight.  When I did that, the bodybugg took my current weight from my last weight and averaged the amount of calories I was consuming each day.  I thought I was getting between 12 and 1500 calories.  Wrong.  It says I averaged 1800+ calories per day.  Granted, I still lost 6 lbs.  That means I had an almost 700 calorie deficit each day due to my extreme exercising.  But, if I had done between 12 and 1500 a day I would have lost more.  My trainer wants me to keep my calories between 12 and 1500.  So, this is just something I am going to have to work on this month.  :(  This is harder than I thought.  Hubby says it's all learning how to balance things and doing things different for your life.  I know, I know...however, I am focused on exercise..and my job and now I have to focus on weighing and measuring everything I eat.  I will do it, but it's just a pain.  I know, no pain no gain.  ugh.!!

I just have to do it.  And I will.  Just have to focus more.  That is the hard part.  My goal?  To make sure I eat only 1500 per day this month.  ugh!